i'm having a blast at friends house. they makes me lol's (:

lately i have found out how i truly feel about some people and well i noticed that i don't entirely like them as much as i thought i did. i still like one extremely a lot but i have found out that the other two that i liked i don't really like them all that much. instead i like two other guys. i've known these guys for about three years and well they're starting to grow on me a lot. >.< i know i said that i don't want to go out with anyone but if one of these guys ask me out of course i will say yes. lol idk if they like me like that, but i hope a lot.

also i know that this one guy thinks i'm getting over him but i still like him a whole hell of a lot. i'm sorry if you don't think i like you anymore and i just want you to know that i will always like you. when i get all the freedom in the world i will be hanging out with you a lot. i know you know who this is (; so smile C:

well right now i'm enjoying my friends company and i am extremely happy. even though yesterday has made me very upset and depressed i'm going to enjoy life and just be myself.

the drama is though about a guy who i have given almost two years of my life to and well he doesn't think i ever loved him. it makes me so sad to the point that i'm thinking of being emo. i'm sorry if i want to move on and live my life but let it go damn it. i wish we could of stayed friends but no apparently it can never with someone so naive and childish like you.